Saturday 30 August 2014

So That's why Black Men keep getting shot.

In Prison.  I would like to say I have never been to prison, but that would be a lie and that is something I won't do is lie.  I could say I was a Political Prisoner well for 2 and 1/2 days doesn't sound like much but it was long enough to decide I didn't like it and don't want to go there again.  How you use your time in every day life is important .  As a nation of people we waste so much time, we may as well be incarcerated, time wasted is time gone not to be repeated.  How much of you that is taken away? so much and more, your dignity, your home, your family, your purpose they do, they take your life.  I know it sounds dramatic let's just hope it doesn't happen to you.  How can you ensure this.  All you need is a few ill timed events, being in the wrong place at the wrong time, associating with the wrong people. Being Black and male is a good a reason as any it would seem to be locked up.  What came first the Prisons or the Prisoners.?

Once you are in there is no getting out.  You remember Shawshank Redemption and Red going up for parole year after year when he finally gave up hope they approved his parole.  Crazy or how about Andy swimming through all that excrement to be free could you do it? would you do it?

My only advise is try your best to avoid and any encountering s with the law.  I go out of my way to avoid all contact.  As far as if a crime is committed against me would I report it?  On the occasions when I have it has never gone that well apart from once when my phone got taken and the Sergeant took a shine to me and took me out for a night out.  Did they return my phone? was I compensated? do I feel safer ?  No!  I would go as far to say other than for the purpose of maybe an insurance claim I would avoid at all cost having anything do to with the Police.  For instance when the Racist repair men entered my home to carry out some work after the the sighting of mice.(eek get over it, it is London) .  They found some soiled papers from under behind  a kithcen draw where there was obvious mice activity and placed it in my kitchen draw and helped themsleves to £30 of my money.  On reporting this the officer suggested it was similar to receiving a dirty till receipt at M & S. Then would I complain about that?  It would be random so NO! I wouldn't .... I wanted to scream.

So Black Men getting shot by Police in America . What is going on? Is it the culling of a race?  Why are they all running? Why are they being shot? why are they always Black? Do we really all look alike?  This is narrowed minded on the Officer's part , after a trial in America where most Black Men will not even be able to follow the proceedings due to education being so damn expensive if they hadn't been excluded from an early age anyhow.  They would probably be convinced into accepting a 'Plea Bargain' and be served a long sentence which they wouldn't know how to go about appealing and end up languishing in jail.  Providing the Prison Officer, and staff, the Lawyer, judges and all the Court staff with employment.....

Monday 25 August 2014

Working for the Government

posted fb 28th January  

#350 Working for the government

I work for the Government
sitting on the dole
I sign on fortnightly
I do as I am told

I really should be out there
raising up a fuss
but there are no jobs
as they have failed  all of us

I see people hustling
to make ends meet
there is less on the table
eating has become a treat

Our children may never work
this makes me sad
as I have experienced being useful
I don’t just mean being Mum and Dad

we wait for the old to move on
so we can take their seats
they are reluctant to sit down
they remain on their feet

how did it get so bad?
what has gone on?
it doesn’t matter who is in charge
they’ve all got it wrong!

The last Poem???

posted fb 2nd Feb 2014?

#365 Sunday

I love Sunday
say what you want
it isn’t like any other day

it ends the weekend
it starts the week
it is a day that can’t be beat

whether you spend all morning in bed
waiting patiently to be fed
there is something special about this day
that separates it from other days

some chose to go to church
some spend the day in front of the stove
waiting for the family to sit down
to a lovely family lunch

we now have the luxury of going to the shops
this is something I think should really stop
as if there isn’t enough time during the week
this is some anti family plot
we really should defeat

Saturday 23 August 2014

Money in property

Posted FB

#344 Money to be made

They said there is money to be made
but that’s my home
and the mortgage I will have to my grave
how could I gamble
with my home
there is money to be made
if I am willing to gamble
realising it could go one way or the other
I wish I got on the housing market
as soon as I can
too busy working hard
too busy playing mum and dad
turning my hand to what I can
years securing a safe home
now I gamble
when the bank won’t even give me a loan
so who can I turn to
where can I go
I know people who have done it
the tricks they will not show
this is one journey I have to take  on my own

If I was a Millionaire

Posted FB 


#348 If I was a millionaire
If I was a millionaire
would I be happy?
or would I live in fear?
expecting to be killed
at every spot
not sure who is my friend
now I have all that I have got
I am not talking a couple
I am talking a few
to the point of so much money
I wouldn’t know what to do
after I have done all I can
I guess I will just become a recluse
it seems to be the prospects
of what the very rich do

What do you have to do to get an Oscar

Posted on FB 


#347 The Oscar buzz

What happens at the Oscar’s
is a disgrace
we wait and wait patiently
to be acknowledged in this race

we can create a great movie
get best director
but our actors
they will not make a fuss
I remember the year
when Denzel got his globe
he played a cop gone wrong
strung out on drugs

these are the roles
that the oscar’s love

that same year
the unbelievable occurred
they gave the oscar
to Halle Berry
An acting Black Girl

Now as I understand
it was full of sleazy scenes
and lust
so now we know what to do
to create an oscar buzz



Everyone is gambling now a days

The temptation is everywhere, everyone is at it and everyone should do it.
Published on fb 
#355 Gambling all the time

It’s all around
you can’t run and you can’t hide
it’s everywhere
it’s on our phone on our computers
it follows us inside
which means it must be fine to do
something for nothing
we know this is n’t true
yet we take the bait
when we know we really should n’t do
what will you put up?
everything you’ve got
with the chance of getting richer
we have completely lost the plot

I don't like being threatened at work

I spent nearly six years working in an a very difficult environment.  I enjoyed my job just didn't enjoy the politics.  I didn't play the game, I didn't understand the rules and I was unaware of the goals but I was aware of the pitfalls and there were many of those.  It would seem smiling every day and just trying to get on with it after a while wears you thin.









#360 I have remained tall

you disrupt my life
throw me off track
I want to move on
I know there is no going back

so much has been said
so much has been done
so hard to forgive
cannot trust anyone

when I needed support
no one was there
I had to do it on my own
so now everything is clear

this inner strength
is all that I have
it is the thing that has stayed with me
through thick and thin

when I have felt desperate
isolated
feeling all alone
I have kept on going

too far away from home
nothing familiar
nothing I can recall
I have been there for myself
I have remained tall