Psychological warfare

posted fb 02/02/14

#364 Oblivious

It’s not what you say

it’s what you don’t say

it’s not what you do

it’s what you don’t do

no one can see it

there are no scars

not visible to the eye

I want to stand up to you

but every bone in my body

says ‘No!’ this wouldn’t do

you have never hit me

well not physically

but the wounds they are deep

you make me question

what I do, what I think, what  I eat

I second guess everything

in short I am a nervous wreck

you are oblivious

oblivious of your effect

A little tension

posted fb 02/02/14

#363 A journey

A journey to propel you through space and time

a joyous beat on a rhythmic rhyme

a luscious fusion of body sweat and smell

a giddy feeling like a cocktail

of booze gone straight to your head

heady heights flashing strobing pulsating lights

an entanglement of arms and legs

strewn across tables chairs and beds

a meeting of bodies and minds

monotony monogamy one at a  time

sweat mixes on your brows

light sound action wow!

a tingling sensations from head to toes

lips, tips, ear lobes and nose

Pelvic thrusting  of a deeper vibe

ancestral gyrating from that African tribe

beating of skins to a melodic beat

shooting of arrows fingertips to feet

stroking stroaming palms and tips

fulfilment in that forbidden fruit

in their fullness of lips

a hypnotic pendulum swinging left to right

a falling star in the dimming lights

as the shadows of lust haunts the crevices of your mind

and jaunts feverishly  to another space and time

The perfect crime

posted fb 02/02/14

#362 The perfect crime

Did I tell you he was perfect

he was perfectly mine

I would bore my friends

with the details

of his perfect spirit body and mind

endlessly  was how I went on

describing this guy of mine

the way he walked

the way he spoke

How fortunate I was to make such a find

I would recall the first time I saw him

at the post office

not the sort of romantic setting anyone had in mind

I would speak of the conversations

we shared on that telephone line

I would confide in him

tell him everything

my deepest secrets

my smallest lies

I would lay in his arms

and wish that time would stand still

time would move so quickly on

in the fast forward video caption sort of way

we say we would wait for that day

when time would stand still

presently time just rushed on by

they say time flies when you are having fun

we wished time would stop flying

so we could in you this one

Did I tell you were perfect?

you were perfectly mine

how was I to know what you were doing

was committing the perfect crime

first you stole my heart

then you ###!! with my mind

perfectly you had committed the perfect crime

no witnesses, no reason, no logic could I find

the forensic team rushed to the scene

they dusted, they searched

the devastation those lies

nothing could they do to link you

to the scene of this crime

now along with my heart

I believe I am losing my mind

how was I to know

you had the perfect alibi

the perfect wife and perfect little child

perfectly, perfectly I would wait, wait wait my time

perfectly, perfectly revenge would be mine

The breaking down of a nation

posted fb 02/02/14

#361 Black box

Black African

Black British

Black Caribbean

Black mixed

Black other

Black, Black, Black, Black, Black, Black box

I will not tick that box

I will not be catogerised

I will not be catologued

I will not be filed away and denied

I will not cower under the chains

that you  have over me

I will, I will, I will be free

I have not be programmed

I cannot be debugged

I have slipped through the matrix

I stand before you definitely

I know where I am going

I know where I am from

I have had it with singing

all those slave songs

I will not be a singer

no running for me  

I will not stand behind the counter

and say “Do you want fries with that please?”

I have not come to march

freedom is too difficult to achieve

I am that loose cannon

I am all your nightmare dreams

I am that face that you see

when you wake with a scream

I look in the mirror I know what I see

racism, imprisonment no justice here for me

I will be going to the university

to collect many degrees

despite the fact my social etiquette

has it stacked against me

I am not poor

I am broke

these are my words

carefully chosen

I have spoke